We R done

I have started to question everything. Every exchanged word, every damn little thing.

They say "when you go black, you don`t go back" and all it reminds me of is the black hole I see now. We have gone black, you have gone black.. we never go back. I will never like you like before, I know we share this feeling and you are done with me but I wish I could tell you I am ok with it. I am ok with not hearing the sentences you say to others and saying them to me and expecting me to feel amazing. No. You are used to saying them to everyone. To every single female friends of yours. Not only females. I am ok with not being one among them. I am fuckin fine. Never say anything.
Having no one to talk to is hella better than being treated nicely as everyone else and being expected to be grateful.

I am ungrateful. Dun look back, there`s nothing but black.